Monday, October 02, 2006



hello i am back from a really long break i realised XD

ok firstly i would like to declare myself inflicted with the O DIESEASE. I THINK I AM LIKE AT THE FATAL STAGE ALREADY. 'O'-正.反.合 ROCKS! MY uknow is so cool and shuai and swoonable i can't stand it! xiah rocks tooo! hero is damn cool now too!! AH! I AM LIKE RESISTING THE URGE TO SCREAM AND TEAR MY HEAD HAIR OUT AND NOSEBLEED AHHH.! i am going crazy seeing the mv and the perf over and over again. goshhh, i miss uknow's dancing! i love the part where he threw the white glittery thingos! THEY ARE SO DANG HOT! RAWRRRR!! *faints*

haha ok. hmm havent been updating. GETWILD was 2 days ago! I looked quite out when I arrived, cuz I was in shorts, which basically made everyone think, "why on earth would you wanna wear shorts and get eaten by mosquitoes alive?" Haha, thanks to ame's sexy trackpants, which dun look sexy on me. =X HAHA.

Everything was running quite smoothly i suppose, if not for the weather!! and me and ame are proud to say we have RYAN (the gentleman) in our guiding group! He has a twin sis called RACHEL! SO COOL! And he is really really a very sweet brother. ahhs.I never knew peiru could be so evil and mean! It was the first time i saw her shout at the kids and giving them the evil stare. Jokingly of course. Really really funny. Heh.

Overall it was FUN! But the afternoon it was pouring quite heavily, so we had to cancel the nx half of the camp. So sad... Poor ys, ame, zhiying and nicole were drenched while pasting clues. haha smart me realised they were still at the boardwalk ok! Then I told ppl, who took furthur action, then sent kuoying and sipei to their rescue! Haha!

VAL IS GOOD WITH KIDS! I could tell they liked her alot. Haha.ROTIPRATA SESSION! It was really really really funny! Haha. We talked abt ame's werid convo with ms tan, ys's dreams, co (ms tan joined in! seems like she knows alot of stuff!). The curry is good as usual XD

After that I went to get my results for electon exam. OH GOSH SUPER BAD. I AM DEAD DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.. If it were last yr, i would probably be quite contented. But last yr my results shocked me, cuz it was rather high, so this year I had REALLY REALLY HIGH EXPECTATIONS of myself. Then now it turned out to be a real disppointment, right smack into my face like a tight slap. I didn't know what to do. Cry? Nahh, I sort of expected that I wouldn't do as well. Jump for joy cuz I passed?? No, I wasn't looking for a pass only.. Sighh. But I got over it soon enough I guess. Congrats to everyone! Esp IVY U IMPROVED SO MUCH!!! And my sis oso! Nvm, it isn't the end of the world.. yet...I should learn not to expect too much.

Lesson.. AHH lesson hasn't been going on well sigh. At one point I wanted to cry out really, but resisted the urge.. Cuz I figured it wouldn't do any good. Is it cuz qls expected more of me that I couldn't do? Or isit my limit has been reached and my improvement cannot really accelerate anymore? Sighh, very disppointed in myself. I'm not doing well in anything. My techniques are so gross I dunno what to say about it..

But anyway, to look on the bright side of things, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! We have one day off! HOHO.I've been spending the day watching alot of videos. Ahhh. I am so dead. EOYS are around the corner and I am so proud to say I havent started mugging. How dead can I get?

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