Wednesday, May 24, 2006


badd badd grades x__x
I think I totally suck. This year really screw up. I jus noe that every year I will have a subject that I'll be a borderline pass in. Sec 1 was history, sec 2 was math and now sec 3 chinese. AND this isnt even a borderline pass, it a 100% certified FAIL! mannn. whatever la..

I suck at chinese. I cannot speak cannot talk cannot read cannot write. SOMEONE IMPART SOME OF THEIR CHINESE SKILLS TO ME PLS. I feel damn shibai. Irritating.

And now my progress report will carry that ugly 40 plus % of chinese for the rest of my life. GREAT ! X__X U noe i really wouldnt mind if all my subjects are 2.8. Then even my average is 2.8, instead of getting a failing subject with the rest at 4.0. (not that my results are all 4.0 -.- duh no) Seriously.

And now i seriously dunno how to pull up my chinese. There's nothing much to study. More like nothing to study at all. And like that test I really did try my best, then if it's my best who noes wad the nx tests will turn out - prob same. Then overall will be fail, then i'll be on probation. GREAT !

and i didn't cry cuz i failed. I cried cuz I failed even tough I tried my best arld. I mean at the beginning of the test I was hoping to buck up on my grades. But this jus totally flattened me. Totally.

X_____X feel so freakingly loser. SIGH man.

And to top it up. CO is getting stressful. I have 2 songs untouched for concert item. And ameizu isnt polished enough. Plus lessons' improvements arent going as well as it used to be. GAH.

I AM A FREAK. x___x

anw sorry to those whom i've affected cuz of my depressed and lousy mood. ps. ys i wasnt angry at u la. was jus feeling pissed with myself sry ><

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