Saturday, June 25, 2005



hii! today's my brother's birthday celebration at my grandma's house, not real birthday tho.. haha. he's 3! ate lots of food. mum ordered two big pans of pizza and one big box of nuggets. plus a big birthday cake. and grandma made jelly too. haha. i ate till i was bloated. =X yup. so i got bored coz i had nth to do while the rest of my cousins (even my sis!) went to play games or smth. haha. so i came back home.

hmm, no electone today either. 2 wks break.

ytd had co. haha. so called "zou tai". but it din feel like zou tai. since we din really walk in and perform all the songs straight without any interruptions. haha. we juz wet tru all the songs. including all the xiaozu songs. gahh bian tai qu was really bian tai. haha. bar 81 was the worse i think. dunno if i played at the right speed. x_X oh well.

lunch in school. ate some wanton noodles. haha. we finished lunch real fast. so went up wanted to see the 5chongzou. but in the end din see anything. so the liuqin-ers and me praced tghr.

resumed dazu later. i dunno why but i felt really sleepy and troubled. even when wls started to play songs i was half asleep i think. so i missed quite a lot of starts. whyy? i think muz be wad she said earlier. smth not very nice.

then i started questioning myself. do i really need to go for it?? am i really not good enough? but i dun wanna juz go all the way to such a far place juz for a few hours and come back. i seriously cant afford the time. and money? ahh. i dunnooo. but even if i take it, i'd rather go back to where i was more familiar with. still, i dun want to go out and take it. if i reject, i scared i may not really be able to cope.. send me a sign!

ok that was crap. i think im making a mountain out of a molehill, but it juz keeps staying in my mind.

right, ok. aft dazu was fun. haha. i prac liuqin for 1 hr!! yay! 4 - 5. on margaret's liuqin. so nice!! hahaha. dun wry yiusum, urs also got ur gd qualities. like wad jx said. haha. and we keep playing the biantai qu together! wahaha. so fun. but have to slow down tho. coz i m so very bad at it. even at a slow speed i still cant catch up. haiiiiix. unlike some CHIOBU who is so good at it even tho she juz played it for the first time. hahaha. and claims she cannot do this and cannot do that. hahaha. (see lah jx!)

thurs went with crys and hwee to watch ice princess. haha. hwee was late. in order to wait for her, i missed 4 trains. T_T 4!! and i got qutie impatient. gahhh. haha. crys was qutie flushed up too. haha. then we walked around the big empty shopping mall. hahah. so early in the morning. yup. went for the movie aft that. haha. it was nice lahhh. but not as nice as i expected. whee, i luv to see the ppl skate!! NICE! haha.

ok i think thats all. haha.

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