Saturday, April 23, 2005


SYF we did it!
yesterday was the big day- SYF'05. ok, i noe i shuld haf blogged yesterday since my memory and feelings would be freasher, but aparrently when i reached home, took a loooong bath, ate dinner and plopped on the bed, and snored away. oops.

my very 2nd syf. 1st syf was with rosyth and i was in daji. but this one with rgco i was in yangqin. so quite a new experience too.. =D

ok, so we left early to change and prac. later went for lunch. haha, it was fun. yup. and my stockings juz had to tear while waiting for the bus. shooots. the mark is so big. but oh well. xD then waited so long for the bus to come... lol. the bus ride was fun too. i juz couldnt slp man.

yup, reached sch (singapore conference hall) and everything was a mess. i didnt noe where to go, didnt noe where my yq was, didnt noe wad to do. but anyway, was very glad that my yq was tuned! finally! perfectly tuned!! wheeee. oh and saw zhonghua there and xu lao shi!!! haha, but i guess i was too shy to confront her, aft all i didnt even noe that there was a 50th rosyth anniversary. anyway, finally when we were at the tiao2 ying1 area, everthing was so panicky. wang lao shi was practically panicking like mad coz the dizi thinggy got smth wrong. so zm gotta play the melody together. yeah man, and it rocked!

i think we onli spent about 5 min in the room then we were pushed to go up stage liao.. xingkong and mjh turned out quite nice! i was quite satisfied with our playing. =D it was not bad overall. i mean everything juz came and went. we went up stage and so soon we were going downstage. it was so fast. well, the real part that gave us the jitters were of course the results. man, i could actually feel my heart thumping so loudly when they were announcing the results for dunmun high- gold with honours. yeah, expected. they ARE good. i was gripping yiusum and gera's hands really tight... then nx came us.

Raffles Girls' Secondary School...............GOLD-

the sentence juz stopped at the 'gold' part. i was still waiting for something else. but it nv came out. ok YEAH! WE GOT GOLD! i mean we really did it. no regrets! i didnt noe wat to feel. i think there were mixed feelings. like whether to feel happy or disappointed. but still, we did our best on stage aft so much of intense practises and we did it! gold is cool. yep, it is. :P

hmm i relli dunnno wad to say. i dun exactly feel disappointed and dun exactly feel very happy. but i guess i'm sorta contended. and it's relli fine with me. yeah. quite a number of ppl cried. qw cried. and it relli made me wanna cry too. sighs.. but all i wanna think is that rgco did it. it's really over... and all i can say that we haf no regrets coz we really played well. :) and we rock! yea?

and i'd like to thank everyone who gave sweets and little notes. coz they really made a difference to me. really. *smiles*

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