breaking away: February 2005

Sunday, February 27, 2005

hmm

i changed blog music again. opps. x) aha.. cannot find winter sonata, so i decided to use my memory instead. im learning the both of them for electone. hee.. both so nice... dunno y my tchr suddenly giv us korean songs, usually we do others like pop or rock one. o well. still, it's nice. haha..

k, so nth to tok liao. haha.. shall make a list of wad is to do:

~~~Service Learning Reflections~~

~~~Research in Peranakkan and Eurasians~~

~~~Aesthetics Fill up~~

~~~Aesthetics Script~~

~~~Learn zi4 du2 kao3 cha2 Chapter 3.1~~

~Geography Worksheet on Rivers

~Science Research Propsal

~Literature Performance Task (?? dunno how to do..)

~Learn History Founding of Singapore (SBQ common test)

~RS proposal form

ahh, so many things to do, yet i'm blogging here. hahaha.. k, tatas.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

totally screwed

hahs. changed music to "my happy ending" coz i tot songs without lyrics sound weird on blogs. bt anw, sam wuld b so excited if she heard it. haha. avril lavigne fan lah she. lolx. she even has a A6 file filled with all nicely printed lyrics of avirl lavigne's lyrics. >.<>

anyway, today was wad i would call a freaky friday. yesh yesh. ok, where shuld i start from then? hmmms...

so, started the day off with rock climbing. i relli cannot climb lah, altho i did get past the red line, bt it was damn freaky!! so scary up there. i got easy after a while, bt after it got difficult again. argh. cannot climb meaning cannot climb lor. unlike wanyi, can scale the wall in wad few secs? and i'll take hrs. ok, so i started off relli badly. climbed the first few panels trying to get used to it. then at the third i got quite accustomed to the wall, i gained more confidence, i could get up faster until i passed the red line... ... ... ... dunno if it's the gravity's work or wad, everything suddenly became so tough. omph omph omph. grabbed onto anything i could find and i tell u i took a real long time even to climb 4 panels. and when i looked back, crys was giving me this relli nice smile, haha. how encouraging crys... x) yeah, then i managed to get all the way above the line cept for my left leg. bt i was stuck liao. crys, wanyi n leeqi were giving me instructions wad to do. budden u noe me, i can't stretch and i was getting tired.. relli tired. my legs start shaking uncontrollably. cannot withstand liao. so when i tried to move, i juz FELL. yeah fell.. ahhhhhhhhh.. haha. bt it was quite fun falling. and opps sry eileen i bumped into u, mus'ta caused u jerk a little, sorry man.. ok, so tt was it. and i come down onli to find the most unencouraging fact that i haf very big calf muscles. blehhh crys, thanks for making my day. haha... jk lah. and we were thinking y lor. coz i dun do sports, i suck at them anyway, lolx and crys come to a conclusion that i cimb stairs since i was in pri sch too much. like in rosyth where my classroom was on level 6. tt was alot everyday. -.-" ya, bt ohwell, at least i have some muscles in me, rather than all flabs and fats. haha. and i grazed my elbow and knees. ouch. so red and swollen and bleeding a little. :(

then later, my worst terrible horrible nightmare of all times. MATH SUMMATIVE ASSESMENT. freak lah, i SCREWED it all up. ARGHHHH. i juz wana go to the highes mountain and shout," AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" ok.. tt was extreme, sry. didnt finish paper!! didnt finish drawing cumulative frequency, didnt even do all the front questions correct, sure lose 7 marks at least.. argh. i hate graphs. set theory wasnt that bad. i prefer set theory. bleh.. oh well, i am dieded liao already lah. fail the very first test in the year. sobs.

k, then recess, i cooled a little. the rest of the lessons was okay. sci was interesting with all the cutie pootie virus soft toy. so cute, too bad i didnt get hold of one. hwee and amanda did tho. blehh. haha unfair.. xD

then later, had co. watched the video on the day before's rehearsal at singapore conference hall. it wasn't that good lor. haix. i look stoned compared to zm. ahh. so stoney and block-headed. shall start moving a tweeny bit more. haha. and big thanks to yiu sum for all her help! ahh thnx so much!! haha, yay, the power of the pinkies rulez! she was so scared her screwed part will show, bt it didnt in the end. haha.. then later had dz, was the ordinary dz anyone culd haf. haha.

yep, tts all yea. at least co brightened abit of my freaky friday. abit. later, jingxuan went to find her pipa fingernails coz i saw it at the co room yesterday when i was changing after dinner. i relli saw it on a chair at the corner. bt i tot was lanya's coz she was changing beside me. yeah, so i didnt pick it up. ahh. sry. and to let u haf some hope somemore which didnt turn out to be any hope at all. =x haish... hope u find it soon then.. :)

hmm, so now blogging. haha. pilihuo ending on tues liao. sobs. haha.. anyway, crys nagging me to tag her board liao. buaiz!

Sunday, February 20, 2005

xianified

boo. im feeling xian rite now. so i shall blog! hee

decided to change music to smth quite classical and hip. haha BOND! yea, they rawk man!! changed to Explosive.. it's nice! bt i still prefer Viva and Victory. haha.. yeps.

ha.. wad to blog bout ah... erms. so, sat nth much happen, went for organ. we learning this korean song!! soo nice! winter sonitare or smth. u noe, those korean dramas the theme song. uh huh. bt its grade 5! helloooo.. i've onli juz passed grade 7!! and grade 6 top of the world i can onli play at 92% speed! yeah, so im having quite a bit of difficulty learning. =S haiix. (fyi, electone grades start from grade 13 all the way up to 1) haha. somemore, it is a simple grade 5 song. man, i dun think i'll ever get to grade 5 lah. and i heard tt once u pass grade 5 can teach liao. cool, bt the standard still not very good. hmmm... shall continue to grade 1! haah.. x)

okie, so today.. didnt do much cept for homework. haiix, so much lor. and pile it up with all the PT and projects. juz finished geog PT now haf Lit and Sci and Math. blehhh. so i resorted to listening to classical music to soothe me down. hahaha.. jk lah.. nt tt explosive is very soothing anyway, it's explosive. yeah... haha.

hmm, so, tts about it i guess. and tmr gotta wake up sooper early and leave sooper early to meet isz. haha.. oh well, bt i wanna go early too! :))

Friday, February 18, 2005

loong loong time

hii, i havent been blogging for more than a week i think. opps.. bt lots of things did happen.. wahaha..

first and formost, wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRYS!

anw, today was Prefect's Investiture. and it was a very uncomfortable one. so stuffy standing at the corridors there. arrgh. then sit down so hot, coz gt nt much wind. bt if stand up also very stuffy coz lots of ppl there. i was squished btween crys and sam. haha. and hwee's milk stain around her lips caused me a "warning" frm ms chung. x)))) grrr, hweee.... hmm the sec 3 prefects song was interesting. caught everyone's attention. so cute!! :) wonder how they compose wan. haha. sec 4 prefect dance was not bad.. very hip hop-py. didnt noe rachel culd play guitar!! hahas. yeah, then of course there's raffles cheers. -.-" haha. it wasnt tt fun, bt it wasnt tt boring, it was very hot and uneasy for ppl standing at the corridoors. blehh.. xP

hmm, then later had co. nt fair, wanted to hang out or smth, like other peeps. haha, bt anyway, co was quite fun lah.. aft lunch tt part tt is. xz was rather uneventful for me. ahem.. consider carrying 2 yangqins to the classroom and prac and prac and prac. soo borring. bt the pipa ppl did come and accompany me sometimes. haha. thnxie! ((= so later, had lunch, bt we went down quite late, actually very late. coz the food was almost gone and we (lanya and me) didnt get to eat spagehtti! so bad. we ate beehoon lor. ^^ haha. all the tanbo ppl squeeze at one round table. so later dz. and i am very very very irritated with my hands lahhh. dun seem to co-operate like they used to last time. arrgh! so irritating!! always screw everything, esp if i haf to play alone and i seem to be so lan4. haiix. thurs xz also lah.. sigh sigh sigh, yq gonna be the worst grp of all if zm leaves. :S can't imagine how horrid my life wuld be..

lol. oh well, anyway, on mon went for sl thingy. this glory tuition daycare centre or smth. did data work with weifen all day. soo borring man i tell u. i do until wanna slp. and the others tutored kids. i dun mind trying tutoring rather than enterting data. *yawn* haha. then later, it was relli late liao. had dinner with crys at kfc hougang mall, then she went home. and clever me had to stay in the mall to wait for my family to come. Y? coz i dun haf keys!! and they are like gg for dinner. haha. so i waited lor. read tribune while waiting. and i was quite amazed i actually enjoyed reading it. coz most of the time i couldnt relli bother reading, thinking it was juz some load of crap. maybe the fresh new look of the mag made the difference. haha. ^^

tues went dunmun high, and i muz say i was impressed by their oh-soo-huge auditorium! i was like wow when i first got a glance at it. haha. bt the arrangement abit weird tho. gt steps one. i still nt used to it. :P bt overall it was quite ok lah.. lolx

so wed, aesthetics, did er.. wad did we do? oh yeah! pizza and egg n tuna quiche. pizza was relli relli relli sooper doooper nice! quiche is nice at the first bite. bt subsequently it became quite sick.. =S haha..

thurs xz lor. nt as disastrous as i was mentally prepared for, bt it was still nt nice. im dreading xz like wad liao. dread seeing hz, the ~~biased freak.~~ dread being embarrased and humiliated. humph.

k, so tts all i guess. wow, it's such a long post! blogging now to pass time away tho i havent even done any work and i haf lots! haha. and to wait for pilihuo to start too. heee.. juz realised tt it's gonna end in like 2 wks when the new show starts. so sad. i mean, every weekday i look forward to 10pm for this. haha.. opps..

TATAS!

Saturday, February 12, 2005

k, yah, i noe i veri long nv blog liao.. bt anyway. CNY juz passed! sooo fast. haiix. haha..

below re juz SOME of the pics taken duing cny. and congrats to me i learnt how to hulahoop!!! hahaha.. relli. i nv knew until tt day. see how badly my shape is. haha. and to think i ate lots of goodies too! hahaha.
(note to crys) i refuse to post the "plundging v-neck" one in the end. haha..

yup, so cny was like any other cny- visiting (ppl's hse), idulging (goodies) and collecting (angbaos). bt who doesn't like holidays? haha.

on cny eve, went back rosyth. saw lots of ppl (old fwens and 601-nians). mr bong forgot our names, tho i dunno if he was faking or nt. haha.. oh wells. saw kaile! haha.. and *someone* that kaile pointed out to me, bt nvm, i dun wanna tok about it. no one special. haha. cailaoshi gave us angbaos (of $2!!). yay, she is so nice and maybe rich? lol. saw xulaoshi too. could tell she wasnt in a very good mood, bt in the end, she chatted quite well with me. haha.. yupz, tts all. aiyar, pilihuo start liao, wanna watch. BYE!

cny family photo (frm left: ME, mum and brother, dad, sis)

ME! trying out the hulahoop ((:

Monday, February 07, 2005

Wallet found and THROWN

boo.. haha.. kie, so tdae smth happened. my wallet was found............................................................. but
THROWN!!!

argh i was so damn freaking pissed by the fact that my wallet was actually thrown away.. dashed all my hopes on finding my neoprints and cards. *sobs* yah.. k, so it went like this:

fri, i received a note to go general office on mon aft morning assembly. so todae i went lor.. then like got three other gals (sec 1 (kelly) and another sec 2 and 3) who gt the same annonymous note. Kelly went in first, then when she came out, i was called in. on the way into the conference room, the teacher told me that someone admitted taking my wallet. i was like.. so (how to say?) happy and elated that my wallet was found, but also quite revengeful. my mind was like "ok good, when i see you, i will slap u this very instant and i will make sure that u will pay..." haha.. i dunno lah, seems freaky when i think of it now. sounds like wencong in pilihuo. hahaha.. anw, frankly speaking i wasnt tt concerned about the money at tt time. i juz want my WALLET back. yar.. budden.. when she brought me in to confront with xxx who stole it. i shall be nice enough not to mention names. yar. i dun think i shuld talk about wad went on inside either, but dun worry, it was not an ugly scene. so, i gt a refund back and xxx gave me a sry note. oh well... at least i gt something back out of it. ((:

hmm, dunno y i was in a good mood for the rest of the day. crys look here! so, crys (aka the "great") was complaining about me being exceptionally crappy, like an ALARM CLOCK which is very irritating. haha.. bt i cun help it. i was juz relli in a good mood and i crapped and crapped till they asked me to shuddap. haha. and i relli shuddap, then they complain that it was too quiet, so i crapped back again! xxCrApPeRs RaWkSxx

haha.. yep, so basically tts wad happened lah.. tdae nt much homework bt haf lots of performance task. and congrats to us, our geog PT is progressing on quite well. sci PT i haf an idea liao, bt nt sure if it wil work. :S

yay, tmr cny celebration. and im going back to ROSYTH! (opps, sorry crys... x)) ya, then later going back home with sis. gg to visit mrs siva, mr bong, cai lao shi and xu lao shi! well, maybe li na also.. hahah.. yea!

happy early CNY everyone. (=

k, g2g. buaiz!

Saturday, February 05, 2005

co dazu

booo everyone. juz came back frm organ, polished up abit on "top of the world" and "i need to be in love", ya.. then my sis played "sing", bt nt very polished yetss. and the EL-100 i used cannot programme the "top of the world" sound, so irritating.. lolx. so anw, now feeling slack, shall blog! :))

yep, yesterday had dazu the whole day. :S haha.. bt i dunno y, i prefer it this way. dun ask me y, i'm nt sure either. didnt eat lunch since recess (around 9 smth), so proud of myself!! else i tot i wuld haf become nauseous like i usually do when i feel hungry. lolx. so, tt zheng lao shi or smth came (according to sam, it's "a funny old man") he went so fast mann. somemore gt this part of xing1 kong1 the pai1 zi very funny. tanbo couldn't catch the beat. :S hahaha... and zm was saying he did make a big diff in our songs. like our yin1 se4 was much much better. much louder. haha.. and i played the loudest i've played in, er, years. haha.. tho i dun think i make much of a diff. uh huh..

ok, so during breaks, mi and sam and hwee practised together! *hee* sho fun!! and i made sam go blog to put my biig biig name there. (x sam played real nice! and hwee played real nice too! bt i dun think i played real nice. lolx, so we practised C diao4 man4 ban3. and the kuai4 ban3 and stuff liddat.. haha.. onli a while tho. coz break was onli like ten mins. =))

tts at all for dazu. hmm i havent started on homework yet. eeps. later still gt reunion dinner somemore! ahhh... bt heck lah, i gt no mood to do work now. haha.. shall slack a bit more first..

Geog PT business card (nice?)
I'm the one at the bottom. :))

Thursday, February 03, 2005

disastrous xz

alrite, i juz reached home frm co and juz had dinner and bathed. and i am in a terribly terribly dazed mood rite now. i dunno y, muz b coz of xz. argh... k, so i shall vent all my thoughts out.

-ahem- ok, so xz wasn't tt bad, bt i cun help bt feel im being picked at (by hz tt is). dunno lah.. it's not the sitting infront part, haha.. dun laugh zm and jx, haha.. im like beginning to doubt myself. i think im beginning to deprove and deprove drastically. like, my standard starts to drop till like grade 1 liddat.. so i'm beginning to think i dun qualify for syf. (wad am i thinking?!) and it's nt juz wad hz sed lah, wgy also said b4 tt my looon wasnt as good as triyono last time (to think she onli learnt for like 1 yr?!) ahhh.. i am so in a dazed rite now. do people's standard juz dropped liddat?? i mean, maybe i shuld haf gone on for kaoji, and get a grade 6, so tt i haf the pressure to work me forward to improve or even juz maintain. i think i relli dropped lehh, and i dun seem to b able to improve liao. argh, wad am i toking? i dun even noe. [dazed] sighs. i think im catching the "playing-alone-fright" (as said by peiiz). cannot play alone lah.. nt tt i dun wanna play loud, i scared later the rusted strings will produce an awful sound when i hit it too hard. =x haha.. maybe i shall juz "bang" on the yq nx time (as zm says). oh well... wad a bunch of crap im writing.
nothing's right, im torn

k, so today went to 101 classroom. saw ms wong. saw my mortals. haha.. their class looks very cheerful. x)

hmmm.. tmr gt math quiz and ting1 xie3. bleh. dun wanna study!! lolx. i am so nt in the mood for studies. haha.. k k, shall nt bore anyone reading this.

TATA!